arrgh!!! had a big fight again today.. all started with my sis.. i just dunno wats is stored in her brain.. she can't even do a simple maths.. wth.. imagine u sit there waiting for her ans for more than 4 hrs? n its only 3 question.. arrghh!!!
i got so angry n my voice juz went louder.. den my mum came n scold me.. den my 1st bro.. wth.. i juz hated when he interrupt.. not happy with the way im teaching den u teach ar.. say so much.. but in the end never teach.. wth.. den he had guts to scold me.. m*********er.. still have the cheek to say he will leave the hse.. AS IF!!! cant even iron his own clothes, wanna leave the hse.. now den he dare to say dis.. y not frm last time.. juz because he have $$, den he tink he so big.. ass****.. leave for all i care.. he's in my hate list anyway..
ouh, he wanna me to go counselling?? FAT HOPE!!! me going to counselling, hah, in a million yrs.. all this while i've been handling my own fear, anger, frustration n depression.. i manage it quite well.. although sometime i did stupid thing but i still try to find diff ways to handle myself..
i noe i sound angry.. yes i am an angry person.. i juz have so much anger that i feel like hitting my head against the wall.. very hard, until it bleeds.. sounds crazy?? ya dat how i feel.. but hell no im gonna hurt my head like dat.. it would be dump right??
feelin better now.. nut a bit only.. hope i can forget everything tomorrow.. arrghh!! nitez...
